Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
I just had bbq downstairs...
And i smell funny.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Baby, im sorry.
너의 그 맑은 눈동자 속에
다른 사람을 담고 있다 해도
환한 그 미소만 간직해 준다면
아프지만 난 괜찮아
Its been a year.
Just came back from visitin grandmother's niche.
Its been 2 years, geez.
I fucking miss your cuteness and all. Love you, ah mah.
This doesnt feel like cny at all.
Friday, January 23, 2009
Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Drinks on me.
We had CCA orientation fer the sec1s in the morning, so we had demo and i was the announcer(hehheh) Apparently i was reading a little too fast cus when i looked down to the row of teachers, 2 of them were mouthing "SLOWDOWNN" lol.
Then went back home to sleep(notrly)/bathe/rest.
And j8 to meet sabsarahpyjxgev, then zixian wanted to come fer a special someone and dragged taewan along LOL.
Trained to orchard, for idk what reason-.- Then when zy called we cabbed there. sab sarah jx in one, taewan andrew jiaqing, and me zx peiying HAHA!
Reached eastcoast then stole 4 bikes from the guys and went cycling with sarah sab py. fun shit.
When we got back they got chased out of the pit so we put the charcoal in a tray and bbq-ed on the grass HAHAHA. quite fun though:)
Ate and stuff like that, then ended up sitting on stones with sab looking at the stars, then taewan joined us and we talked about korean:B
Everyone went down to the beach and saw what zy had been doing for the past 1 hr.
Aw:} Then sang hbdy and all, damn screwed singing but nvm.
Waited damn long for a someone to say something to someone, even though py rushed someone cus her parents were here. So left with her and nigel and nicholas and jiaqing. All 5 of us squeeezed in the backseat LOL. Py's parents fetched them to tpy, cus they nictanbinghong wanted ice cream-.-LOL.
Friday, January 16, 2009
OK im trying to restrict myself to only weekends online. Various reasons.
I have to attend this stupid thing called school.
I need to starrrdyyy. Ther pressure is on ok. 8 points from my brother will really make alot of people compare him with me. And theres no way i can be compare to a catholic high boy. _l_
I still need to starrrdyyy. Bio with the e1s is hell. They were screamin cus the first person to find cells could get 2 extra marks fer the next test. -.-
Btw, i have SPA next week walauuuuuuuuu.
So bascially school sucks.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Saturday, January 10, 2009
i love(d) you.
I really feel like hell now.
Everywhere's aching (due to the past few trainings i suppose) anddd yes i cant do anything. Not even walk up and down the stairs to fetch myself a cup of milk. -.-
My mum says that she has to start "building me up" cus shes been "ignoring" me-.- So shes feeding me essence of cheeeken and vitamin abcdefg. wtf.
And im aching in the weirdest places too. My fingers hurt when im typing this, HAHA. I never heard of finger mucles, it sounds cute though:B HEEEE.
School's been efksurgkuyrf. Most of the seats in most classes are arranged, and i end up seating with weird losers who i cant click with. So yea i hate school.
But! theres lessons to look forward to like art with py and sab:B And all the e3 assholes.
"Ok miss tan! FOR YOU, I WILL SWIM."
Oh yea shit i just rmbered i have homework, lots of homework.
Damn sec3 sucks.
But these gods are always there to make you smile.
-bounces up and down chair.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Met in school theen went to harbourfront fer the ferry. It was effin full, so everyone had to squeeze on the upper deck. They had tables, so yea we slept.(With the help of sleeping bags) And tanpeiying's shoulder is surprisingly comfortable. Heeeeeeee.
Went to the resort's function room(guy's room) fer ice breaking and flag makin(Stupid grp name nvm), then lunch. Food sucked. As usual. Sat with our new class and.. "bonded":/
So jx decided to play Hi Harry.
Supposed to say:"Hi harry tell Harry Hi Harry."
Then had some stupid amazin race shit. Made me so effin tired.
And some tower buildin competition. SIBEI STRESS. We used the vents for help, so our tower was all the way to the ceiling(and so was others so heck). We won anw HAHAHA lewserz.*Does the L thing on forehead*
Night activities were boring. We slept in another function room, a smaller and hotter one. i woke up with my legs wet and every bone in my upper body aching cus the floor was hard and i slept on my stomach the whole time. _l_
Went fer cip at some village.
We were split into 2 grps, e2 with e3:D AND WE WENT MOUNTAIN TREKKING WTF. It was hard shit, but thanks to the boys the girls could get through it. -winkswinks.
Then went to the schoool, we painted walls and the rest.. socialized. Very cute (but unfriendly) people. And went back.
Was sibei fun:D But when it was my turn the road was wet and i drifted like siao. Idk what happened then, but i turned 360degrees in split sec.
Was sibei fun:D Bernard (instrctr) has such a hot boddddddd. I was brave enough to shout "Bernard you veh hansome" but no one cared-.-
Then at night we were allowed to stay in hotel ROOMS, whoopeee. Changed and changed until i slep with sri and tzeyan:D We had free time before that, so i played pool with benny and WON. Haaaaaaaa. Bowling alley then poolside, cus the stars there were (Y). So.damn.awesome.
Went to sab/py's room to watch tv, but they fell asleep when we went to get our rooom keys so we offed the tv and lights fer them:D
Went back to our room to watch memoirs of geisha. Good show, but i fell alseep half way. HAHA. Then sarah and jx came in to hug me goodnight. Awwww:)
Packed up and left. Batam centre for shopping, but most of us had no mood and the stuff that was not fantastic. So 6 of us just sat at some cafe for donuts and iced choco:D
Went homeeeeeeeee, and the boat ride was bumping. But no one died. Someone fainted though, but no one rly cared cus hes new.:/
Noisy bus back to school, with shayne aaron sukie at the back:D School for timetables then went to tp for kfc. HAHAH.
i know we're stupid lah.
And tday sch gave sec3s a day off, spent the day youtubing and talking to oppa. HAHA.
Friday, January 2, 2009
My heart's screaming at the goodbye
Our school is supposed to welcome us back with open arms..
They send us to batam(wtf.) on the second day of school for i-dont-know-what reason.
3 effin days tyvm.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
One year, gone. 2008, gone.
Hi 2009, nice to meet you HAHHAHA:X
So. New year, new class. I dont even want to imagine what it'll be like with my class next year. Its like fuck. 2e1'o8 ftw all the way lahhhh. ans im not even thinking about bio with 3e1. Sheeeeet i tell you.
A year's passed so fast. 2008 has been a good year, though there were so many rough times, we pulled through it. Friends, family etc whos been there for each other, lets not change for 2009.
Okay im sounding cheeeesy.
I shall go indulge in dbsk vids now before school starts. Lets embrace the last few hours of freedom.
(I'll do the dedications and resolutions another time:} )
Cus im leavin,
Never coming back again.