Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
The first one.
The very first time i cried for someone, anddd it had to be you.
Breakdowns, and more breakdowns. Funny how you cant help these things. And some times you dont even know why. Cus i know, you wont be there anymore. No more. Not any more.
I know this isnt the first time, and idk why the hell im taking this so seriously but i.cant.help.it.
Why,why do things have to come and go so easily. Just.like.that.
Guess it was just, not meant to be. :/
Its 2 in the morning, and i cant sleep.
You see what love does to us.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Damn, where do i even begin.
Holidays arent holidays, at all. And i know its gna get a whole lot worst in sec 3 but its still like erguherkguhtrekugh.
Theres training, streaming, results and what not. School is our second home rmb:}
Then THIS comes up. And i really dont know how to handle it, i got my own problems yo, and im trying my best to contain myself. I dont want you to make my life a whole lot harder for me cause its godamn hard alr.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
one in five
Judo in the mornin'. We talked cock the whole time cus v little people came. Then 10 min before training ended, sul brought us down to the gym to show us a couple of.. shit stuff.
Went to tp with ty nadira mryeo and ms lin cus we needed stuff for the first aid box. Mryeo treated us to kfc. :} then went home to bathe/change etc.
Met the rest at j8 then ty's father came to fetch us to terry's house.
(he's having a birthday bbq if you didnt know)
So reched there and went to the swimming pool/bbq pit thingy.WE:
Cooked and ate.
talked and played.
emoed and cried.
dumped people in pool and got really pissed cus thier phone got wet. -.-
Then it was alr bout 10 30 so went up to terry's house to cut cake etc. When you see his house frm the outside it looks okay, but when you walk in its like... heaven:}LOL. So did the traditional smash-face-in-cake thingy and the mother helped.
Mum came to fetch and reached home late.
woke up early cus we had some briefing on the taiwan trip. It looks okay, but theres gna be a hell lot of travelling. Waited for awhile, went opp for bubble tea. Hoping that it'll wake me up but didnt. Mrschoi came and we waked to the nearby temple for cip. Had some stupid i-dont-know-what tour then we could go.
Went to amk for hsm3.
It was very relatively (thinking of vocab to use) extremely damnnnn,
You should realyreally watch, frickin kool. Best of all 3:}
Home with gev.
I woke up with my body feeling veli seh.
Whole day was spent learning take a bow on the keyboard.
This whole post was written in 5 mins. I hope y'all are happy. Althouhg its not so entertaining.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Sry, im too depressed to talk about my life.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Here we go again.
I keep dreaming, you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop dreaming, if i dont see you anymore.
Its the last day of sch
Its the last day of sch
Its the last day of sch
It the fcuking last day of sch!
Oh god. Yesssss, here we go again. If im not wrong, exactly one year ago i was saying the same things that im going to say again. (except, different:/)
This was like, my day.
Mornin, had class cleaning. MrYeo was in charge, then he put me in charge, to put other people in charge. (?)
So she awarded us with sweets and chocolateeeez:} heeee.
Theeeeeen, yea. :/
Off to sab's for lunch. Then mummy came to pick me and py up.
What time you coming?LOL k.
I reallyreallyreally hope my back's okay for tmr's training. I skipped 2 alr cus my mum doesnt want it to get worst. And the worst part is, I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH IT. I just knowit hurts, reeeeeall bad.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Philbert wants me to compare shuffling moves.
Sherlyn wants to challenge DJMAX.
You tell me i stress anot.
I hate to say it but i told you so.
It was you that left me.
Tdaytday, what frickin happened.
First it was the hall for some stupid computer addiction play. Idk whats this got to do with bps doing global. o.0
Then library for some video.
Then boarded the bus to some art museum. Boys played dai di, on the floor. Yes, the bus floor.
Reached STPI, and did not have a good time there.
Had to wait for the other classes to finish, so took photos with 2e1. <333Funny how you can get soo addicted to DJMAX:D
Playing with denise's schmexyy new phone.Im like, totally stuck in the middle of like, yeah. yknow.
(Almost) whole class:D The boys look so cute, LOL. Aaron took that for us, so..
On the bright side, results for CA2&SA2 are out, and its looking kinda good:D
Wlao damn bimbo leh.
Hahahah, damn funny k.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I love you.
Yo maaaaaaaaa homiiiieeeees!
Srsly, i dont wna talk about my results. They were a totaaallllll disappointment. I dont care what my parents/teachers/tutors think. I can kiss the pure stream goodbye, if my overall is like jrgnwrjg.
I feel stupid. ;(
In other neewwwws, me and py went to penin then to vivo that day, and when we went to topshop a mac was finally working.
Alrightyho. Finally some picturez. -.-I still have tonstonstons more from sab's house. laterlater(L)
Sunday, October 19, 2008
CAMPT PART 2.
I can still hear aeroplanes, as we hear them every 5 minutes during camp.
I still feel like im on the boat.
I think everyone lost alot of weight as we were not fed properly.
I got burnt, very badly. Macham malayu.
I love peiying, megan, ivana, mink faith, nadira for the fun times in camp.
Love y'all trucklorrymotorcycle loads (L)
I still have alotalotalot of photos before/after the camp.
P.S, there were alotalotalot of times when there were super nice shots, i kept 'if only i had my camera'-ing. ;(
Sunrise/sets + Aeroplanes are the ultimate best okay.
CAMP PART 1.
K, hows camp.
(Warning: Longlong post)
Reached sch at normal time, and we got separated into our grps. My instructors were HUIHUI&YONGHWEE SIOLLLL. Hahah, thbest;D
Travelled to campsite at changi, and settled in our bunks. Then we did the usual ice breakin shitz.
(then i forgot what we did:/)
RAFTBUILDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! We were given 6 pipes and 4 barrels. Girls did all the fcuking work, although the guys helped, they were useless.
Carried the raft to the seeeeeeaa, and did some safety drill WITH OUR SHOES ON. Then helped the rest on the raft, but didnt go on. ;( Iwantedtosobadlyknthnx. Then halfway out at sea, huihui fell. And another barrel came off. And those were the only ones that the guys built. Girls' ones were fcuking strong yo.
Rinsed off cus i HATEEE the feeling of dried salt water. Its like jumping in a pot of soup. :O
General stationz next, super boring.
At night, the food was the best in the three days spent there. Although it was not up to standard, it was heaven for us. there.
Talking to the instructors that night and our answers for 'what did you learn' were:
-We learnt to work together.
-If we work together, we can do anything.
-Teamwork is very important.
-We have to work together to get the job done.
-We have to work as a team.
Decided on our group name, FOOD. lolz.
"What name yall want?
Lights off at 11, but couldnt sleep until 1 cus it was bloody hot and there was no fan/vantilation.
Woke up at 6 by Yvonneeeee;} Had PT but was excused half way cus our grp was in charge to 'serve'.
Then DRAGONBOATINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG:D Was very, very fun. :}
Then High elements. Played fying fox only, cus the rest were boring/no time. I got pushed down by the instructor and got a shock of my life. YongHwee was super braveee, he jumped down himself despite his fear of heights. Brave siol, He's single girls. -grinsssssss.
CAMPFIREEEEEEEE was not exciting cus we had a nerd as a host (who thinks hes so cool):X Had our performances, and one sang Songebob's Campfire song song. :}
Stayed behind and danced with py and the instructors. HAHAH.
Lights off, could sleep much better.:}
Left to Pulau Ubin early in the morning. And did the usual race that almost every camp has.-.- Fcuking tiringggggggggggggggg!
Had outdoor cooking, but didnt cus it rained. And the boys had a riot. LOL.
So went back to campsite and the cook cooked for us. WHEE.
Bused back to bps. Shayne weiming and nigel were all having gay sex on the way;D
Went to kfc with sarahpy. We werent hungry, our mouths were just itching for good food.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
I miss you,
I miss your smile,
And i still shed a tear,
Every once in a while.
Thanks sab sarah py gev for the mugging sessions.
Thanks laura and nigel for prank calling me cus they were bored.
Thanks mummy for making hot choco for me.
Fckoff EOYs, I dont like you. You make me so miserable.
And even though its different now,
Youre still here somehow.
My heart wont let you go,
And i need you to know.
I miss you.
Cus im leavin,
Never coming back again.