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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Hello Taiwan.  I really wished i could blame you,But i know that its no ones fault. Im off to taiwan tmr. SO LIKE, BYE. I will reallyreally not miss you. Keep the tags coming in thankz. I'll promise picturez,and an early post. NOT LIKE SABTAN. Teeheeeeeee. XOXO Sunday, November 23, 2008
Bintannnn. IT WAS BORING, visiting unknown relatives from all over th country. I so want a dslr fhrkghreuifjkf.  First it was breakfast.     EFFECTZ!      I have alot more, but suan is lazy. Suan wants to go to youtube live. Suan is leaving for taiwan in 2 days. Suan will not miss you. (: Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I♥Sabestian.
Im facing a.. harrassment of some sort. Dont ask. im pissed enough. Changmin. (L) 넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 Training has been tough, and ive been getting aches in i-dont-know where places. Esp stomach. And cus of that i cant cough, sneeze, laugh. How sad is that. And tday after training went fer lunch with yftrishaty. :D OKBYE.
Followed by: 3:04 :D:D K nvm you dont have to watch them, guilty pleasure. heehee. Tuesday, November 18, 2008
HERO. Happy Birthday Sukieeeeeeee. Hope youre feeling better, hero. HAHA. Ive been browsing through my posts that i made earlier this year,(and the year before), and i think i was much more entertaining back then. HAHA. So maybe i should stop blogging. :/ You being with me.  And you've got a smile That could light up this whole town I haven't seen it in awhile Since she brought you down You say you're fine I know you better than that Hey what are you doing With a girl like that (See its not that hard. i just, miss you.) Monday, November 17, 2008
Twilight. Secfours are having their night to remember now. :///// .............. ihavenothingtosaybye.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLEANGKEXIN.Really sorry i cant make it for your bbq, i'll give you your present another day. ;) I love youuuuuuuu! XOXO x100000000000 to the power of 10000! :D Sunday, November 16, 2008
Afraid. Im in a sea of confusion, and i cant swim. Hello assholes of the world. Soo, aem's over, and that also means that ive to go back for training. Its kind of scarey actually, its like missing for 2 weeks then when you come back everyone pwns you. :O ohdearohdear. And im gna come home tmr like an aching loser. Srsly, im not interested anymore. Theres still this position to live up to and these people you have to see and competition which makes you, lose sleep and fret over it for months just for that 3 minutes. Damn. Editz, Sry for my unreasonable ranting. i was pissed. K, for some other random topiccccccccc...... Twilight's nice. Ive been thinking whether to read it or not, and i was at borders that day and decided to give it a shot, (cus i had a voucher from miss how HEHE) and i got addicted. Movie's coming out in dec and im resisting, not to watch the trailer on youtube. But i did. Looks good. (: Bye assholes of the world. XX Labels: EDWARDCULLEN Saturday, November 15, 2008
its over.  Not gonna miss you this time. Cus im learning to forgive and forget, but mostly forget. Last day of aem tday, quite depressing actually. Im gna miss everyone, and all the times we suffered together. So tday was spent salcking and hot dog bush again. Had farewell tea, was freezing cold. We had our presentation, with Aisyah Mehndi and Worakorn. So some guy came in to take a group shot, and was stuck behind with the boys cus i was rather tall. -.- Tour around the mass com place, where they filmed and stuff. And i want to go there. yea. Tchr hugged everyone, aw. Im glad its over, but i'll kinda miss it. :/ Quiz.  1. The person who tag you is? -Sherlyn Leong Xue Ling. 2.Your relationship with her/him? -BFFL. (L) 3. Your five impression of her/him? -Fun, , caringgg, crazy, open, nice.HAHA. 4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you? -Spending the whole of 2oo6 with love. 5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you? -Oh where do i begin. 6. If she/he become your lover, you will? -WILL WHAT HAHAHA. 7. Is she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on? -Shes crazy. 8. If she/he become your enemy, you will? -Try to win her back. 9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be? -Because we felt like it. :} 10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is? -Clarke Quay, again. 11. Your overall impression of her/him is? -i love her. 12. How you think people around you will feel about you? -"I have no fricking idea." -Sherlyn. HAHA. 13. The aspects you love about yourself are? -"I have no fricking idea." -Sherlyn. HAHA. 14. On the contrary, the aspects you hate about yourself are? -Not liking alot of people. 15. The most ideal person you want to be is? -Britney Spears. HAHA. 16. For person that care and like you, say something to them. -i love you. 17. Pass this quiz to 5 people that you wished to know how they feel about you. 1)TANPEIYING 2)SABRINATANLEECHENG 3)BELLEANGKEXIN 4)NADIRA 5)LIMTZEYAN (ALLGIRL, HAHAH) 18. Who is no.1 having relationship with? -(PY) ME. 19. Is no.4 a male or female? -(NAD) Hmmmm, hahhah. female. 20. If number 2 and 5 are together, will it be a good thing? -(SAB&TY) i think so. 21. What is no.2 studying about? -(SAB) Combined. D: 22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? -(BELLE) This mornin, during aem. :D 23. What kind of music band does no. 3 like? -(BELLE) idk. NICHOLAS, HAHA. 24. Does no.1 have any siblings? -(PY) Lifeguard brothar okayyyy! (Dontplayplay) 25. Will you woo no.3? -(BELLE) Im married to her. -grinz. 26. How about number 2? -(SAB) Probably. 27. Is no. 4 single? -(NAD) Shes frickin in love with a vampire. 28. What is the surname of no.5? -(TY) Lim! 29. What’s the hobby of no.5? -(TY) Judo. 30. Does no.5 and 4 get along well? -(NAD&TY) Captains okayyyy! (dontplayplay) 31. Where is no.2 studying at? -(SAB) Beepeemyass. 32. Talk something casually about no.1? -(PY) Crazy. 33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.1? -(PY) SHe tried, but i refused. :/ Shes just not my type, sry. 34. Where does no.4 live at? - (NAD) Tpy. (TanPeiYing, HAHHAHHAAAA) 35. What colour does no.4 like? -(NAD) Idk. 36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? -(PY&TY) Yeeeea. 37. Is no.2 the sexiest person in the world? -(SAB) Yeeeea. -grinz. 38. What is no.1 doing now? -(PY) A million miles away, in melbourne. How the fcuk do i know what shes doin. ___________________________________________ The only reason why im doing this is cus i had a 4hr Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Its like magic. I dont want this moment, to ever end. When everything's nothing, without you. Aem tday was fun, very fun. We got to do tv news and everyone had a shot to be reporter, cameraman/woman, floor manager and stuff like that. Super cool. Reporter. I stupidly volunteered to be at the desk, and i happened to have alot to say. I got tongue-tied on "Dont forget to bring your umbrella." HAHA. Floor manager. I GOT TO WEAR THAT COOL HEADSET YO. And cued whenever the people inside tells me to. Did for vincents grp. "Good evening i am (name) LOL they were having trouble with the scrolling thingys. \ Cameraaaaa. Clearest manz, i could see mehndi's colour contacts. The small lines on it summore. And you look cool on it too. ;D Backstage, thingys. I only did the cutting and all. Had to teach people. -.- And yeeeeeeeeea, sounds like fun? Welltoobadyoudontgettodoit:D HAAAAAAAAAA. K THATS ALL THE EXCITING STUFF I DID. (Its exciting, yes it is.) Yes the first. even though its not for long, its enough for me. I'll really treasure this. You made my day. OHFAAAARRRRKKKKKKKKKKK. Tuesday, November 11, 2008
11/11 Its 11/11 tday!:D And i happened to see 11:11. (but i looked over, and no.) ;( ITS SO COLD IN HERE I WENT TO THE TOILET LIKE 5542987654321245 TIMES ALR WTFZXZZ. IM LAZY TO TURN OFF MY CAPS LOCK, DEAL WITH IT. ohyeaohyea, yst took a cab down to ngeenan, during peak. It was raining, and had a bad jam. Fare was 25 frickin dollars wtf. (and i thought 17 was alot. Mr ng's paying anw:/) WOOT BYE IM GNA PLAY HOT DOG BUSH NOW. LOL. (i hope you do, and i hope you did.) Monday, November 10, 2008
SIXTEEN So close, yet so far away -I NEVER APPRECIATED MINICLIP THAT MUCH -We have some talk by the person who's gna design the logo. DAMN KOOL:D - I MISS SABRINA TAN LEE CHENG and SARAH LIEW YI YING. ;( (We haave to meet up, got so much to tell you.) - i feel like shgisryhsrukyeiutnherfgg now. - i need a hug. - im not enjoying this course. - i hate this course. - i cant wait for it to be over, 16 mins left. (16,16,16 minutes left:D) - i love zac efron. HAHAHABUAI. editzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! left for amk hub to meet the rest. Decided for movie, but didnt cus the only thing on was dragon hunters. -.- So went to mac cus nic wanted MEGAMAC. Then went home change then went find jx at ttsh, to visit and stuff. All of us went down to pei him eat then went back to ward and left from there. (He was being damn sweet when we left, aww) Came home to eat cus mummy cooked fr me. :} Get well soon fellaaaaaa! Herotic siallllll:D XOXO Sunday, November 9, 2008
APPEAL. Yes, Im appealing. And i wont get pissed if i dont get it. :D I really dont get why my maths affects my science, when im taking bio. Damn their really stupid. Whooooooooooo. (I have no idea why i underlilned that.) I dont wna go for AEMMMMMMMM, im suffering here. What if you were in my place. How would you feel. _l_ Clarke Quay  I dont wna say so much cus i have tons and tons of pics. We took 184 that day. :O Rushed home after aem to change and all then met sherlyn welyn glennis belinda at pepper lunch. Walked around aimlessly, wanted to watch movies but didnt. So went town. Went to look at NUM jersey(not really) then went to HKC, even though we were full. Call us pigs. Then trained to clarke quay and took, veryvery nice photos. Cus we were just in time fer sunset. (: Then cabbed back to sherlyn's house to slack and lind's father fethed home. Reached home at 11. :/           Then we started to get crazy.      I have alot more but another day lah hor.This uploading thing is driving me nuts. I dont know how you guys do it, so many at one shot. Damn. Saturday, November 8, 2008
Rihanananaa GET ME RIHANNA TICKETS PLEEEEEASEEE!:} Cus i'll slap you if you dont AHAH. YOOOOOOZ. (Familiarfamiliar?:D) I'll tell you about my ohsoexciting day another day. cus im tired, hungry and i godamn wna finish this article. Its 2am for godsake. See, aye ee emm make me veliveli stresss. ZAIJIANZZZZ. Friday, November 7, 2008
Ahh one pure one combine lah fck. bye 3e1. D: Oh yeeeeea, photojournalism is th sex.:D Thursday, November 6, 2008
So can i have this dance. Its one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do. Im doing this for tanpeiying cus i love her:} (not really) Tday's aem was boring, if you consider the over dramatic teacher and her over dramatic reactions due to our poor essay/late coming. And the amount of free time we had cus she had to go around one by one. Then she made us do a interview/write an article in 40 frickin minutes. So all of us couldnt finish, (esp me cus vincent kept disturbin-.-) And she told us some stupid reason fer it which i dont really care about. Andddddddd, met py for lunch at macs. YESTERDAYESTERDAY, 051108. HappyBuffdayBrothaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr:} Aem in the mornin, then bused to j8 then to vivo. Jxpyshernnetiffanybellemegan nicholasterryjacksonjackieweiquan Ate ramen, then went to rooftop, like last year:} Then, stuff happened. And everyone's mood changed. Then went home. Sry this year's celebration was such a bad one nigelllll;( Hope next year's will be better:} Yeah k bye. Labels: nigel is 14 LOL Monday, November 3, 2008
All infront of me, hurts real bad. What hurts the most, Is being so c l o s e. K so i have stupidly replaced jingxun in aem, cause i thought that i'll actuallly do somethin with my life. But no, i think aem is stupid shit. 2 weeks of pure journalism in ngee ann, in a freezing lecture room(or whatsoever) aint that fun. So tdaytday, aem in the mornin, then bused all the way back to bishan to meet the rest. then mrt to plaza to catch the coffin with jingxun tiffanytan/koh peiying shernne nigel terry shayne belle nicholas jackson andddd weiming. A very, very stupid show. Cabfare home was 17 frickin dollars wtf. Reallyreally sorry for the short/lack of posts. Theres really nothing much going on in my life and even if there is i might not want to share it with you. :} Moodswings are becoming realll frequent nowadays and STUFF is going on. STUFF that i might not find so pleasant personally. Gawd, come to think of it i really hate my life. (Haa. I sound like some goth person who always thinks about death, cool.) Right enough about life and death. Imma go hibernate now. Nightz. |
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Cus im leavin,
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