Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Suan,(♥s동방+슈주+2PM+FT). 22091994:) Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter Archives June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, July 27, 2008 More Than Words. What would you do, if my heart was torn in two Had macs for breakfasttttt:} Mum went all the way opposite to buy, Aw. I tried to study tday, i reallyreally did. Nothing seems to be going in, i cant concentrateeeeee;(idk whywhywhyyyy. I finished my art though, who knew drawing a frickin rose can be so sdgsdjkfhoseiugfdsoe. I did it anywayy, and yes im happy with it:D Wootz, went to ikea after. We didnt buy anything-.- THEN WHATS THE FRICKING POINT. Our house is never gna take shape like that. Went to eat somewhere else, cus my mum doesnt want ikea food, but i did. But who cares about me in this family. Ive been trying to murggg. I WANT TO. I NEED TO. I HAVE TO. But nothing's going innnn;( And common test is in 2 fcuking weeks. Concentrateconcentrate WOBUXIANGLEEEEE. Argh. Shit, who am i kidding? & yet again, i feel like _l_. :/ Labels: Stardyyyy Saturday, July 26, 2008 When you left i lost a part of me, its still so hard to belive Come back baby please, cus we belong together. I SO TIRED LAH CB. I dont know why, i woke up and i felt like my legs were so weak. So i only got up from bed like an hour later. LOL. Had reading in the hall, then later played DJMAX TO THE MAXXX. (the song's still stuck in my head:/) Sch sucked to the maxxx;( Macmacmac. I have lotssss more, but im lazy. (: Wednesday, July 23, 2008 lurbbbbbbex! NUR NADIRA AND LEE YAN FENG. I love youuuuuuuuuuu, 230708;D;D (STST!) Ahahahaa, lurbexx eUus w0rshZxzzxzZ! (Sry, but i still feel like _l_) ;( Labels: aloneeeeeeeeeee Tuesday, July 22, 2008 COLOURS FTW!:D Lets spend tonight on top of the world, We can do anything, we can be anything. Heyyyyyyyyyyyy:D Com lab com labb. Colours are so kool yknow;D Anw had cdt just now and peterson made sec 2 and sec 3s stay back to sing school song. -.- So yes we sung our guts out and had no time for lunch. So im hungry nowwwww;( And no one seems to have fooood. -.- I dont feel like having a blog anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Cus my post are boring. D: RAHH. i think this sucks. Everything sucks. Ive tried so fcuking hard and now i feel like that.;( Damn. I FEEL UNWANTED. O.O Saturday, July 19, 2008 Ive Been Waitng. Finallyyyy, ITS OVERRRRRRRRR. After all this while,FINALLYYY No more sad times No more emo posts No more youuuuuuuuuuuu:D:D Wooot, beat that asshole. From now on, i'll be happyhappyhappy. KAYTHANKSBAI. (I smell nice, must be the new pantene shampoooo:}) LOL. Randomz. Alone. After all i've been through, Sososo godamn sorry for the lack of post.:/ Was, busy. Lets start from wednesdayyy:D School was boring, went to bedok after that for th medaaaalss:} After school took a bus van together with 9 peoplez, all squashed up-.- Was in time for the finals for A division. I didnt see bedok stadium so, crowded before. There were flags and stuff and trust me, hell loads of people were shouting. (NWS was acting so big shouting and all, but in th end he was only reserve. HAHAHAHA.) Saw aloyaloy and ashhleeyyyyyy, and yes, super hot siollz. Sizzling:D Went back, mryeo was being such an ass. (icantbelieveishoutedyouknowwhosnamesoloud.) :O Pictures another time. Thurs, school was boring, went for CIP after. We had to pluck some fcuking weeds and that was so fcuking gross. The boys had fun though, building a pile of shit:D Homed alone after that, and was fcuking happyyy. 4 hrs straight of tuition. Omg can die siolz. Fridayyyy, school was boring, training was tiring. Muscles achingggg;( 2day, Halifax's sports day!:D woke up at 630 then met jx at novena. tiffanyshernnenigel then nicholas came. Walked to the childcareeeeeeee. Helped set up everything, they dont rmb meeeeee!;( sad. I miss gerald like fcuk. LOL. Then after went to novena cus the boys were hungry then went to nigel's houuuuseee. Watched some scarey thai ghost show and we were screaming at the beginning, but it seemed so unreal to me. Like, where got ghost fly so high one???????-.- PeiyingRongsheng came, then belle. It was so hard to sit there surrounded by couples, jx's taken so yeah. D: I really wanted to go home, really felt very uneasy. After all ive been through. Yea so k bye. ;( Edit,---------------- "Nigel, eject. Orh." -Everyone starts to laugh. I think nigel's mum is damn cute:DDD LONG POST FTW!:D Sunday, July 13, 2008 YOU MAKE ME ♥ YOU. It was awesome, but we lost it Its not possible for me, not to care. I dont like tday. I think it sucks. Really sucks. First off, we are suppose to meet up at j8 to buy sulaiman's present. Like everyone was supposed to go but yes, bloody judokas pangsehed us AND YES IM NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT. Only petrina and edwin made it;( So went to build-a-bear and well, built a bear. Didnt take many photos since one is a gay and the other is not that photogenic. :/ Im so not looking forward to school tmr. ;( Ciao. Saturday, July 12, 2008 Cant take my eyes off you. We'll bring life into your deepest hopes, Whats you fantasy? Niceeeee:} Total of 11 guys watching American Pie, the dirtiest show ive ever seen. LOL.Thankyouuuuu, Nigellllll:D -------------------------------------------------------------------------- I cant believe this. I just skipped TWO days pf school to get trashed by other schools and when i get back, i cant catch up with workkkkk;( I frikin dont understand wtf are the teachers talking abt okay, and my tuition teacher's just being a bitch, srsly. Im going to kill myself. Bye. Wednesday, July 9, 2008 Nationals part 2. I need a little more help than a little bit, Cause everytime i get stuck the words wont fit Im getting so many bruises everywhere and the thing is, idk how i got them. LOL. Yeeea, seee, ippon so fast:D Hahah:X No medals this yeearrr;( We made history, hahah. referees were baised, srsly. Im not saying this cus we lost. Everyone saw it for themselves. St gabs too. they were all supporting RI. We were all against RI, cus theyre not hot and smelly. We were all supporting st.gabs, cus they were hot, smelled nicer and supports us too. LOL. Off to thomson for kfc after, then went home with nadiranadiahmustaffa. I love lick you all:D Pics another time. Im laaazy(: And my posts are getting boring. ChEer Upx sAbbiieX! iie wiil lurbBex eUu f0rebeR okiiezxz. Y0urE miie b0d0hss! Ew, it digust me how many people are getting murdered by thier boyfrs these few days. (Mustafffaaaaaaa) LOL:X Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Nationals. So im coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life NYEH, we didnt win;( So, so close. B boys didnt get anything tooo. But yeah, i did my part and won for the team but still not medal. Meant to be huh. (-Dont read if youre not interested in this sport:D) First round, Eastville. Yes they got pwnddddddddd. Everyone was ippon-ing. LOL. Second round, NYGH. We got pwndddddddd. Everyone got ippon-ed. LOL. Third round(for bronze), amelia &ty lost, me and denise won. So yes it was all up to NURULHUDAAA. But yea, she didnt make it so we lost;( After walked to jayeight and had foodjunction. Saw deareset welyn thereeeee:D Aw. Then walked around and went home cus i was so tired. ;( Gooood luck to the B girls and C boys tmrr, youre the only ones to bring back medalzxz. ALL THE BESTTT:D LUFFLUFFLUFFFF(L) (Oh yea, and we got our new judo shirts tday. I like the black one but the white one's not that nice:D No offence.) BUAIZ. Monday, July 7, 2008 i'll love you the rest of my life NATIONALS ARE TMR OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Andandand im not prepared. Shitshitshit. Sunday, July 6, 2008 Go ahead, Look, idk what is your fcuking problem okay. Wtf happened to you? All of a sudden, idk cus of what, you show me this kind of fcuking attitude. I was always there when you needed me. Yknow what, i dont care anymore. If you wna be like this, i dont mind. Cus im just tired of being a sub, thats just not what friends are for. ;( Saturday, July 5, 2008 Oeurve IV Cause i forgive you, For being away for far too long. I hate fridays. They suck, srsly. Lessons are so boring, all the time. Maths after geog after history omgggg;( So yes i do retarded stuff:D Then went for training, then rushed home to get ready. I was rushing, then the shampoo went into my eye and it was all red;( LOL. Then bused to prime to meet sab and sarah and they were with taewan and terry. Last yr seniors weree there. Then terry treated us to milk teeeeaa:D THANKSTHANKS. But then it was diluted so we threw it away, SORRYSORRY. Bus came, went on. When we were at novena we found out that we had 29 stops bfore we reached, and we were late. so we dropped and took a cab:D Reached Singapore Conference Hall and ran to pee, LOL. Missed the first performance but it was dance anw:/ The show was boring luh. :X -EDITSSS! Just that band last song very nice:D Buthen they were shouting "Encore!" So yea, they played some lame song. -.- Went off by then:/ Went down and waited for everyone to come downnnn, and they... did? Walked down the road with belle nich andrew sab sarah jx jackie stewart terry taewan nigel andand alotalot more lah. Then found the lao ba sa place, buthen stupid asshole satay seller say minimum 30sticksioll so me sab sarah just walked off, then terry and taewan followed. HAHA. Terry's mum picked him up and taewan tongpanged. So we just continued walking, looking like some idiots walking to nowhere in the middle of nowhere so late at night, starving cus we didnt eat since recess. Kinda scarey though:/ THEN WHEN I SPOTTED THE MRT SIGN I SCREAMED. LOL, and we found out we actually walked one.whole.station. -.- Sooo, trained home and reached at about 11. Fcuking tired okay. (One whole station lehhh.) AND TDAY I JUST HAS TUITION AND DIDNT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING. ;( I feel uselesssss. D: Thursday, July 3, 2008 BEETCH. A thousand more regrets unravelling I think im the most miserable person alive. Im alrdy feeling so bad, and was slowly recovering AND NOW THIS. Please, theres so many problems alr. One after another. Friends are drifting. No one's talking. Pleaseplease. Can everyone just stop making this soso much harder for me. #1, im pissed at X. #2, Y is pissed with me. #3, Z is making things so much harder for me. Like #1 and 2 isnt bad enough. Idk what happened ok, idk why youre like that. WHYE, are you like thaaat. Fuckfuck, Oeurve is tmr, and things are looking bad. YES, IF THINGS COULDNT BE ANY WORST. If worst comes to worst, im not going. I dont mind wasting $12 ok. And risk not supporting the choir/band/dance people. And yes again, im alone. GO DIE LAH EVERYONE. Labels: Why. Tuesday, July 1, 2008 Mathz! Cause you dont deserve him, I totally freaked out just now ok. My asshole brother took my caculator without my permission and i thought i lost it. Srsly screamed at him just now omgggggg. Yes, my caculator is that imp to me. (: And yes, i mugged hell loads tday and i feel accomplished:D And And yes, i can finally sleep in peace cus i lost so much of sleeep lately. (Kept yawning tdayy D: ) NIGHT.
Cus im leavin, Never coming back again.