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Sunday, January 27, 2008
RAFFLES, youre done:D  Promise me this.HISTORY PROJECT = DONEE!:D But im still piled up with tonnnnns of homework, dammmn. But, its finished. Finally:D KKKKK. I have nothing to blog about cause weekends were spent mugging and mugging and mugging:D But i also spent the time.. thinking. hmmmmmmmmm. Oh shit, *slapsself* FINE, GO SLEEP. SCH TMR!:D NIGHTS. Oh yes, one more thing.  HAHAHAA:D Retarded msn stuff = ♥ !I dont know what to do, to be happy or to be sad. I cant wait for the answer on monday. Friday, January 25, 2008
BYE. (:  If you ask me if i love him, I'd lie. NI HAO:D Tday im feeling like.. :( + (: = :(: HAH. I dunno lah. But that comes later in the day kthks. Science! Went to the lab for experiments(: Damn cool can, Iodine turns pruple when heated!:D:D History! Did this long essay but all from book one, wlao sec 2 history is so different frm sec 1 can. Reading! HALFWAY THROUGH PS I LOVE YOU!:D Yeshhh. K, theres nothing exciting in my life other than those shiat. After training, my mood was spoilt by a special someone. siutirgugbouirsgksidlg. Then before going home my mood changed again by a special someone. -.-ll ZZZZZZZZZZZz. Why is life so godamn bloody complicated. Arghhh, piles of homework. D: K, BYEEEEEEEEEE. :D:D Finally, after so long (: Thursday, January 24, 2008
He's the reson for the teardrops on my guitar.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
I'll always have you. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! I feel so rejected in this wolrd, although i dont seem like that in sch and all, but i srsly feel like lrkuhslrkgkudrfyhgrjdfgkldr. So many things are bugging me, dont bother asking. But i suddenly dont feel like going to sch, although thats so much of a happier place than home:/ I tired of being stared at, having so much false hope and most of all, i dont wna hurt myself again Why do you want to become like me when i want to become like you. Wow, you must be like the luckiest person on earth. But even if you are a millionaire of whaaaat, i dont care. Just stop it, PLEASEEE. Surprisingly, im NOT looking forward to going to school tmr. :/ Labels: Wishing on a wishing star. i heart build-a-bear!  Ni hao. Dammmn, ive been so busy i tell you, i really cant cope with judo, howwwww.K, whatever. No one in this whole bloody world carees, dont they.
Ehh, i have no time to blog about that day luh, go see Sabrina's blog, with details.:D I LOVE BUILD-A-BEAR!♥♥♥ Shitxzxxzzz, history project. Edit later k! Its FALSE.HOPE.K. Friday, January 18, 2008
I love sherlyn leong. i wanted to put this in the other post but i'll put it here since shes so godamn special. (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN LEONG:D Its the big fourteen now, study hard hor:) I love you to bits girl. Muahmuah. i want my chatchat!:D  Will you stick with me through whatever Or r u n a w a y Suddenly so addicted to that song k:D Im feeling so bloody useless nowadays luh, stupid fluuuuuuuuu! And i skipped 1 whole week of training, shitasss. Last time the thing that i cant leave home without is me hp or whatever, but now it becomes 2 packets of tissue paper. If not i'll die, if no one else brings. -.-ll K, crap. Had a soopersooper fun thursday building a bear:D But i'll post everything up tmr luh, SINCEIHAVENOTUITIONCAUSEMYTUTORLOSTHERVOICEANDCANTTEACH!:D (Whee, i bet you cant read that xD) ------------------------------------------ Then today hur, lessons were boringgg. Have so much homework luh. Didnt train yet agian, sit down and do maths xD After PT had this blindfolded game, its so much better watching it then playing, cause you get to SEE and LAUGH at them. lols. Di helped me take a video but got cut halfway cause of my bloody memory. I want the 1gb oneeeeee! X( Then bought teenage on the way home. Richard just sent this to me, its dammn cute lahh! Although the boy looks abit like handicapped retard, but hes dammn cute pleaseee. :X ZAIJIAN. Cause i just dont know how to make this feeling stopIt just keeps coming back Again and again X Tuesday, January 15, 2008
A biography on Raffles. DAMMN. I supposed to do this history project on Raffles and i srsly have no clue to do it. 3 pages full of his life. wow. How the hell am i supposed to do that, i wasnt listening when muthu curry was talking k. Ehhhh, lets see what ive got. " He made Singapore a great trading port." Idk how he did that though:/ Ahhh, HELPPPPPPPPPP! :X ZOMG. Everyone says we're not meant to be But lets not bother And let fate decide Shall we? Sorrryyyy peopleeeee! Ive beeen so super busy these few days that i have no time to go online X( Sadsadd life. K, i srsly cant rmb what happened the past 2 weeks butt, i got pictures babehhh!    These few days i keep taking photos of sunrise/sunset cause thats when i go and get back from sch, seee i told you sadsad life. :((((( ORIENTATIONN!! Superr suay and had to perform. ZZZZZZZZ. Messed up quite abit, made a foooooool out of myself during rehearsah lahh, shitxzxz. So reached there super early on sat, slacked abit then went up. When everyone was there, they started, but it took dammmmmmmmn long can. There were lotts of waiting. I mean loaddss.  It supposed to be nice k, i just dont have the right cameraaa. X( PSP, hp games were all veryveryy important to us that day. Everyone was very occupied ;D
Wah, i hate tday man. Raining so godamn heavily. I missed my tuitionnnn cause of the fucking rain, thanks ah. When i dont want it to rain it rains and so my gi cant dry. Then now when i want to go tuition it rains. wth, attendance is v imp yknow, WE WANT TO LEARN! LOLOL.
Cmon, all of us hate new school shoes. ;D;D K, i talk too much BYEEEE! Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Cause youre just not worth it. Things change, people change No matter what it may be But the one thing that will remain Is the memories of you and me Wow, my 100th post:D I havent been posting cause i wanted my post to be a nice one, but theres nothing nice these few days, i feel rather down. ): Just that, shocking news luh, quite terrible. Oh my:O Ah talk about that later. I duno what stupid system is this but for DNT/FNN/PE etc, girls and boys have to be split up, like wtf. I havent heard of a mixed sch who does that k. Its srsly stupid. -.- So FNN first, sopper naggy teacher, i mean reeally. Thn recess, i hate having recess with sec ones. Eng, i didnt bring anything and teacher never fa xian :X Mt, 3rd class laaahh. I not the cheena type, lmao. Maths, I dont like techno:) And you cant make me like it k! Then later history, with muthu curry. I find it a crappy name, i'll make one for you k mrs muthu! LOL. After sch, slacked around with (nadira)baby and theeen when home fr tuition. Heeee. But i refuse to cry, cause youre just not worth it. "And i hate hoe much i love you boy But i just cant let you go And i hate that i love you so.<3 " Im okay. Be happy suan, be happy. No matter what. Yes, i think that'll be my resolution. Cause everything happens for a reason.. right? Gbye. ily. Saturday, January 5, 2008
2e1 oleh (: Hellooy:D Yesterdayy! Went to school with tzeyan and then to fort canning. I didnt like the group i was in, although some fun people were there. Most fun game was the shrades (?sp).What would you do if you got Tokyo Drift, i just pointed to a car which happened to be in our way;D LOLS. Wasnt the first grp but what the heck, i can go buy starbucks myself, i dont need no vouchers(: Bused back to sch, played the stupid bomb game again, but dammn lucky never tio both times. Cause i was falling asleep luh. Reached sch, had break, class bonding, played stewpid games. Theeeen, flag making.  The paints could only be removed by thiner, i help others cause there were limted clothes, so we were bonding alright.  Our flag rocked so much:D Hall, Camp songs. We were all getting horny la, stupid banana song:/ " I got something to SHOW you, Something thats YELLOW and LONGG:D:D:DDD" Hahahahaaa. The sec ones dont get it YET, they'll know later this year k.   I was so high, but moods change, fast. And its amazing how you look at ONE thing and that can ruin your whole campfire.Get your facts right! Im srsly not who the hell you think i am. So you can go rehab or sumthing, im not at fault(: 410 home and reached abt 10. Dammmmmmmmmmmmn tired luh, slept to 1 next morning:D omg, pig. XOXOXOOOOOOOOO. Thursday, January 3, 2008
Again. Tskk! K, this morning mrs choi had a lecture for us. Zzzz. So we had to divide the paper into half and 2007 2008 on each side and yes, you should get the point. I wrote EXTREEEMELY private stuff on that stupid peice of paper thinking that no one but me is gna read it. BUT, yes, VPs are VPs. So, Paper > Box > Teacher to keep. WTH. I dont trust the teachers, and i didnt staple the paper cause i didnt care. Walao. Hmmm, so there they went. Sec 3s, I'll miss you! ): Oh yeah, form teacher for this year is Ms Stephanie Chew AKA MRS Lee. She just got married over the holidays, grats. Shes so sweet luh, she smsed everyone tday(: First time i got a teachers phone number omg. And co form is grace mary. THAT i got nothing to say. -.-ll ZAIJIAN. My blogs full of words yo, sorry! Pictures coming soon k, i have no time. Fort canning+Amazing Race+Camp fire tmr. Back at nine only! RAWRRRRR! Computer labbb is love yo. YOHHHHH:D Im in the computer lab againnn. Doing some cyber bullying shit. I dont know why either(: This is my post: Title: Some ignoring shit(: "There might be some problems or misunderstandings between us and that makes my friends dont want to talk to me. Er, then. (: AND! Attitude k. Hahahahahahahaaaaaa :D " So fun man, reading all the crap everyone wrote. LMAO. K Byeeeeeeee. A few days wont hurt, a few days seeriously wont hurt.. right? FUCK, I hate you. _l_ Wednesday, January 2, 2008
SCHOOOLLLL ZOMG FirstDayOfSchoooolYoohh! ZOMGGZZXZXZXZX. Sucked like hell man. Firstly, the bus was bloody crowded cause of the whitley lians and bengs :X students(: So rushed into the hall where everyone was alrdy seated, paiseh la. So when everyone had to stand up i ran to the front and joined the rest:D Alot of people changed, like what i aspected and was afraid of :X {especially you. x[ } Smart asses frm 1e1 changed schools, cause what are they supposed to do when they come to bps huh? See luh, Jing Chie is gone, no more head to rub and hair to play with alrdy. ): ): DAMMNNN LAA, i hate school so much now, 2 months of waitin for nothing. ugsiuegirueh. Fuck, you changed mannnnn! Fuck you. Now, the feelings not there anymore. Thanks, all that waiting for nothing. I WANT 2007 AGAINNN! X( New years and school. Im finally here to liven my dead blog:D Hah. Hmm, new years eve. Met at j8 first then trained to marina. Bought movies tickets, anddd! I wanted to watch alvin and the chipmunks lahhhh, then they go say i am legend. Stewpid show okayy, fcuking sound effects, made me scream. _l_! I want chipmunks, listen to me nect time k, i complain for a reason(: Then we walkedd, around esplanade, but we didnt stay for the fireworks since some couldnt make it. ): Jingxun went home then me nic shernne went tiffany house. Quite sian there, didnt aspect:/ Blast retarded music and msned. Hey, its new years. Of course we have nothing to do, right? LOLS. Her mother dapaoed western food for us, but then after awhile i has to go): Back at arnd 10, just in time for my heroes and ka fei wang zi:D I lost track of heroes alrdy, fcuk. Pirated dvd, here i come! - Counted down alone, but not to new year of course ;D;D;DDDD! Sent all the new years smses but as aspected, the lines were jamed:/ Happy New Year all:D Im still thinking of my resolutions, and pictures next time kay! Promise;D |
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This is so bloody cute can, it says "knight in shining armour(sp?)" And its holding roses and all, super cute can!
