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Thursday, November 29, 2007
Compatible. I'll make your day if you make mine. Got that mister? (:   My latest addiction (: 2mins, who can beat it, come find me. Muahahaa. :X  THATS why i love her house:D (Well, part of it la.) .jpg) Er. Okay thats gross.看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 你的身影这么近我却抱不到 没有地球太阳还是会绕 没有理由我也能自己走 Yes, i srsly miss you and your smile, ALOT. ): Wednesday, November 28, 2007
I love jay chou. So this is it Grabbed from sherlyn: " Hey i dont know if we met, but im the fucking world. " Hahhahahaaa! Soooo, yesterday. Suppose to watch enchanted, but like, people cannot make it and stuff. Oh yes, and the jay chou craze came back. His songs are just so meangingful, so i spent the whole afternoon downloading his whole album xD Heh. Tuesday, November 27, 2007
New. New skin. I dont really like it though, the fonts are so big. And im lazy to change it cause im sleepy and its late. TT Went out with Tzeyan tdayy:D I'll exagerate tmr. Its 5 minutes to midnight again, and im so tired. So, gnight peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D Sunday, November 25, 2007
The End. Yknow, i dont feel like having a blog anymore. Whats the point when no one reads it. But i'll update, not like anyone cares. -.- Since the other blog is being faved by many, whats there for mine. Although, the stuff there and here has not much difference. heh. :/ Fine, i'll update tmr. Saturday, November 24, 2007
jay8jay8 Letssss, start frm tuesday:D I was rotttting at home theenn went to j8 with tiffany shernne and nicholas, and nigel came soon after. We went to the playgrnd andd they had the pathetic Pokemon show, whichhh only 10 people showed up. HAHAA! So we were dsiao-ing them:D Then bought food for bro and me then when home. Then on Friday; Erm, my post was thereee *points below* and yes, i was pissed. But my mum came home and brought me xmas shopping, buttt she didnt buy anything for me cause she thought it was ex. -.- wtf.  There were lots of balls, Balls,
And more balls. XXXXX Friday, November 23, 2007
Hatred. Im fucking pissed right now cause my mum didnt wake me up for training. (Maybe she did but i didnt feel it-.-) And now when i call her she scolded me and banned me from going out tday. WTFWTFWTF. _l_ Butt i have to go get my own lunch. At least let me go for lunch laaaa. ARGH, BYE. 40moredays. Thursday, November 22, 2007
asshole. I want to be honestly Truly happy without you. But i would be torn apart If you were happy without me  Damn, you did it again. Now is kindda for real. i just know. Theres no way you can convince me okay. I saw it for myself.YOU ASSHOLE Im never gna believe you agian my friend. We srsly lost contact, its like youre not in my life anymore. Which is good, but im really missing you so much, So i dont wna see you, although i miss you so much, I dont wna hurt myself anymore. Cause im tired of being hurt. Bye, get out of my life, *effword* Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Ace in the hole I always trusted you And thought it was fate But i never should have loved you Though regretting now is too late Damn theres srsly alot of birthdays and i havent been wishing those people sooo.. HAPPYBIRTHDAYTO Monika Penny Nigel Nicholas Weiming Sri SaGon(?) This is for the whole month, so some are really early. Sorry if i missed out your name. :X Oh yeah, Ace is really pissing the hell out of me.  Damn la, cant see. :/ Click for better view (: Went out with sherlyn and welyn yst. (FINALLY) to jay8:D Watch Bratz, annddd it was such a bimbotic movie kay, everyone was so plastic and they copied HSM. -.- Soo, when i went home i felt sick again, and sisnt eat for the rest of the day. i feel like dying kay, always feeling so sick all the time. I hate myself. -.-  Theyre so hot, im not. Going out for dinner with mommy later at amkhub. :D Damn i miss you, hell loads. Come back luh, please..? But i really dont know, whether its worth the wait. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO KELONG Okay i dont have the pics now but im just gna say I learnt how to.. - Eat crab (body) the proper way - Peel prawns with a fork and spoon - How to play table tennis (: - That almost my whole family has facebook (Yes, including my dad and uncle) -.- I'll upload the pics some other day kay cos its with my father and hes away on a business trip -.- ** REMEMBER TO COME BACK HERE KAYYYY. I GOT SOME REEALLY NICE PICTURES:D LOL KTHNXBYE. Thursday, November 15, 2007
CHALET. Im sososoooo tired right now, you dont know how tired i am. im too sleepy im getting giddy, my feet are too suan i cant walk. I screamed so much during wildwildwet i have no voice. Im imagining things, which are not there, but i thought it was. Srsly, im not joking. AND I STILL HAVE TH FRICKING ACE TO DO. _l_ I'll do a rough one on wad we did la, really too tired. DAYONE Met at jay8, some were late, some were early, some were incooperative, some were just too addicted to initial D. Trained down to dwntwn and got th Th cssp people came too, i also dunno wtf are they doing at OUR CLASS CHALET, but ohwell some people cant live without them yeah(: Felt tired, dirty and th feeling of seawater which no one could stand so i went back but afew stayed with th cssp peeps, see, told you they couldnt live without them. Heh:/ Ate macs for dinner. (: Sleeping with 1E1PEOPLE was so fun, Makes me wonder was in my head th whollee time, and thatt.... irritated th rest, alot. Sorryy! Nicholas and weiming started itt! blame them): & we thought of having a gayer band than maroon 5, called rainbow 6(: So much gayer. Hahahaa. DAYTWO Woke up by stupid ringtone, but it worked.Ate breaky at macs again, and then went cycling at the parkkk!(: Damn fun. We were hot sticky muddy but we went to cool off at WILDWILDWET(i dunno why it was open though) And that i think, was the best time i had during the chalet(: And also my worst, since i lost my voice and that made me sound like a man. -.-ll BBQ, no fun. DAYTHREE I wont bother cause i really hated this day:/ Alot of people had to go, and it was no fun without them. Didnt sleep, watched sunrise. Was tired, slept for 1hr or so. Went to arcade, left with nicholas to th interchange. ( Yeah, alone. :O ) But somehow the rest were faster in reaching there than us. So took a 1hr ride on 88, shuang. J8, Chunsen shernne nigel met us. Ate at food junction. Buy bubble tea, went home. FINALLY. Oh and i feel so sorry for nigel. LOL. I miss everyone. XXXX I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a fuck about you Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you ANYMORE ANYMORE I wonder if it even makes a difference to try So this is goodbye Its so catchly okayyy! LOL.   His personal aircon:D hahaaa.    Can see my new hair:DBYEEEE:] Monday, November 12, 2007
My hair is so short. (: TT Yay im back:D Alot of things happened over th weekend, andddd i dont want you to know:D Just that i cut my hair, just now, and its short, not so short, why am i putting so much commas, hahaaa okay.  
Ahwell, Chalet tmrtmrtmrrrr!!:D Hahhahaaaa. KAYBYE, GNIGHT, SWEETDREAMS, IM PUTTING SO MANY COMMAS AGAIN, WHATS WRONG WITH ME. :D Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Medication. Everyday i pray That you will come back to me And be by my side No matter what it might be Woke up at 830 tdayy and my mum dropped me off at sch in a taxi (: Hah. And i was like there 45 minutes early. -.- Sat in a circle first, and talk cock:D Sulaiman very good at talking cock. LOL. So after 0.5 hrs of talking, we started training. -traintraintrain- (choochooo!) Hahahhaa.-.- Then captains had to stay back cause mr yeo wanted to discuss some *issues. Gave $135 to piya and wanted her to buy medical stuff for th first aid box next year. So went with her to thomson and ate kfc first. !{ The feeling of having soo much money when you go buy things is so nice okay, You just take, dump. Take, dump. I want more money. (: } We bought sooper alot of things and still below budget :} We bought like, 8 sprays. 0.0 Gah, then had to rush home for tuition. (: Yes, i know. Ahh, yes.
DAMN, I HATE YOU. Gnight. Os are endinggg! 2 more 2 moree... Jiayouuuu. ADDD OILLL. Ping like siao. (: Monday, November 5, 2007
051107 Its th 70th postt!:D OKay its morning now, and i seriously dunno why i sign in to blog:/ Cause i have nuthin to write. TT Onlyy.. Happy Birthday NIGELLL!:D See, alotalot of birthdays this month:/ Bahahaa, going vivo later to celebrate his bdaybday. Wheehee, bye gna get ready. {I miss you manymanymanymanyyyyyyy. ): Come back pleaseeeee.} {Ohohh, and i love bellelaogong:D } ;Editss!----------------------------------- Met Tiffany Jingxun Monika Shernne Sri {shehadtogo):} Nigel Nicholas Michael Stewart Weiquan Megan Tomy Benny and some others. Too many people to rember larr. From far i spotted this BIGBIGG star balloon and it was actually Nigel's Jingxun bought it for him and it says 'Happy birthday to you nigel' Aww, so sweet yeah?:D So we all made him paiseh in the mrt with the bigbig balloon. Haahaa. Took many photos, but my camera fcking ran out of battery and so im waiting for tiffanytanjiahui to come online and send it to me. So we went to kopitiam first, cause the judokas and other people were hungry:/ Then came along mustaffa and some others. Rushed up to the cinema cause we were kindda late:X Met peiying and lynn there. No time to even buy popCORN. ): But people ran out to buy some and we shared. WE TOOK UP THE WHOLE FREAKING ROW. Like, 18 people. So cool luh(: Game plan was:/ Very touching lah, tiffany and peiying cried, and the boys laughed at them. -.-ll After movie, we went up to the rooftop and played with th pool thingy. We supposed to wet the birthday boy, but he had to go out later. ): So we splashed stewart and a few other people. Then went to suntan. -.- Not really la, went to dry up:/ sort of. Then i had to go ): Took taxi home with peiying and lynn. We had a very, unusual taxi driver who had hearing problems. :/ Sooo, that was my day. I loveee today, i want more outings.): Ohh, happy birthday nigel again. Hahaha. ZAIJIANNNNNNN! Editss! (again) ----------------------------- Okay sorry for editing so many times. -.- But, here are th peektures :D        Wahahaaa, megan and wq. sweet couple yeah. xD  Credits to tiffanytanjiahui:DXOXO I miss you. Sunday, November 4, 2007
Ice.Skate.Blood. When you leaned near me It was a state of bliss But what wad even better Was when you gave me a kiss Hello World. Yesterday was lovelovee. Woke up at 11 sumthin and went online. Tiffanytanjiahui asked me out so whattheheck. And thats was like the first time i stepped out if the house in like 8649054785 days! YAYME.-claps- So her parents were kind enough to come fetch me, and i didnt even eat me lunch/breakfast, but i wasnt hungry.:/ So we reached Jurong and we went ICESKATING:D OHYEAH. Her cousin and sista came along too. Yeap, cute people:D So we started skating first, i wasnt too stable yet. :X Then Michael, Zhiyong & Stewart came along. I still dont get whats so fun about pushing and slapping people in the ring:/ Ohohhh and then suddenly they played 'wo men de ji nian ri' and then a guy went in th middle holding a biggg bunch of roses and he kneeled down to propose. SO SWEET CANNNNN. And everyone was cheering, esply me, cause yknow, marriges gets me excited. xD {And also, a very unfortunate accident happened. Michael fell -.- But he was injured, quite badly. The ice of sumthin cut his lips inhalf. Seriously. His lips were seperated. And stewart, i was really losing balance and michael sticked his hand out so i grabbed itttt. Im not the beyonce of whatever for goodness sakeee. So we went out at abt 6 and went to eat pizza hut. Wasnt hungry still and ate a bowl of soup, 2 slices of pizza and coke/water. Played arcade fr awhile then went home.Cut through the pasa malam(sp?) and took mrt home. PICCAZZZZ.     Yknow how cold is the ice omgawwddd. Im lazy to rotate it, rotate your head please. thanks.Welll, get well soon ahfattt!:D Damn, vivo tmr. After training. howhowhowwww. Must rush leh. Shitzxz Friday, November 2, 2007
Happyhappybirthday. Omg, i dunno why but its just so coincidence that so many people's birthday's today. o.0 COOL YEAHH?:D:D Hahahaa, im so crazy now, dont mind me. WHEE. See, i told youu. Right, sooo. Training tdayy, and there was so little people, and i mean, VERY little. And again, i felt sick. -.- My stomach's sucha bitch i tell you. Worst than the passerby in py's blog. (okayrandom) But yeah, when im at home its perfectly fine but when i train, BAM. It hits me. -.- Ooo, i hate myself. Gna see doctor, Lunched at BURGER KING! thomson. And i went to buy EGG!:D Yay. Im not myself today, i really dunno why. Maybe cause of th birthday thing, birthdays get me excitedd:D Hahaa. My fathers in cheena now and hes taking orders for pirated cds. :X Opps. You did not just read that. Like, bye. Damn, my stomach's acting up again. egrgjdnfdhtrf. Im lazy to do my skin, later people. Oohh, labtop's low battery. Thursday, November 1, 2007
Screwed. Sorry about that pathetic quiz. I was tootootoooo bored. -.-ll And when im bored i my fingers tends to itch and that made me go and kachiao the template and now its so screwed. Ah whattheheck. Blogskins.com is also so screwed right now and i cant go back to get the codes. GREAAT. So im feeling soso screwed right now, my life is screwed. Im using so much screwed's yeahh?:D 12 more days to chalet!;D Wdv&Lmn no longer taste good together. ): They taste soso bad. Section. HAPPY SECTION: 01. Are you a happy person? A: All the time. 02 . What makes you happy? A: Nothing. 04 . Is being happy overrated? A: Uh. huh. 05 . Can music make you happy? A: Of courseee! LOVE SECTION: 01. How many times have you had yourheart broken?1 A: Everytime. 02. Has anyone (excpt family and friends) ever told you they loved you? A: No. Notyetnotyet!:D 0 3. Have you ever told someone youloved them? A: Of coursee! RELATI O NSHIP SECTION: 01. single? A: Yes. 02. Are you happy with it? A: Mmm.. Uh. 03. Do you have feelings for anyone? A: Maybe. i dunno 04. Do you know someone who has feelings for you? A: Uh. Uh. I dunno. 05. Long distance realtionships? A: Mmm, considered la. Yes. HATE SECTION: 01. Who do you actually hate? A: The one that i actually love. 02. Have you ever made a hit list? A: Er. no. 03. Have you ever been on a hit list? A: How should i know. HAVE YOU EVER: 01. Hugged someone? A: Everytime everyday 03. Put a song on repeat for more thanan hour? A: Yeahh. LASTS: 0 1 . Last person you talked to in person? A: Judojudokas:D 02. Person you last talked to online? A: Tiffany:D CURRENT : 01. Current Mood: A: Fcked up and missing someone so badly. 02. Current hair: A: Let down. 0 3. Current Thing You Ought To BeDoing Right Now? A: Replying someone's sms which i dont bother to. 04. Current Windows open? A: Blgr, friendster, and an msn convo. 05. Current Crush? A: Heh. 06. Current Problem: A: A guy left me for a bitch somewhere else in this world. |
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Cus im leavin,
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heh:/ Its short, but its okayyy. Omg im becoming sh0 ziiliAnzzX w0rshxxZxzxz!
I like vivo, that place made me remember some things; someone; well, some things. The scenery was nice, but it wasnt it that made me sad, it was th bench; the place or wherever you sit down. -.- I dunno why.