Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Suan,(♥s동방+슈주+2PM+FT). 22091994:) Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter Archives June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, October 31, 2007 Fresh. Tears rolled down my face As i saw you walk out of my life But i knew it was for the better Cause you were living a lie Changed URL.. Yeahyeahh. The old one was, stupid.Laogong says this one sounds fresh 0.0 Hahahaa. Soooooo, had my first lesson of tuition todayyy. ( Yes, imma a goodgood girl:D) And it was... boring. :/ And that was my day! Hahahaaa, wheeee. Gna eat crabb later:D (kiab!) Damn, im so lame:X Byee. I wna go bad mouth people on blogs with belle cause they are in primary school. Hahahaa:D i know im evil. Ohh, And i loveloveee belle laogong. NO ONE can steal her from me:D Ehh, BBQ! No one want arrhhhh. DAMNNN, How could i forget??? ITS HALLOWEENN!:D Wheepeeee~ HAPPYHAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONEEE! BOOO! Wahahahaas. {Ohyeah, & philbert went around saying "boo!" to people and aspected us to get scared. -.- dumbassss!} Tuesday, October 30, 2007 Are you that afraid of me? I just want you to know My love for you will never end But i'll have to forget you And i know i can imma gna be a good girl:D I didnt do very well for my exams and im gna do sumthin about it. So i went for cheena tuition tday, after 546216845612 days.:D And i was the only one there. -.- GREAATT. Oh and my mum got me a tutor. Yes, another one. i had like 5456785634564 tutors alrdyyyy! But i heard this ones good. o.0 oh well. Th piccaz that i owe you (: See, it looks like Jimmy Neutron's hair:D Hahhahaa. Uhm. 1E1 chalet: I can bring along friends for the BBQ. Interested please let me know (: Its on the 14th nov at downtowneast. Ohoh and sec 2s are having camp now. I wanna go tooooo! ): Ohkay whatever. ZAIJIAN. XXXXX Monday, October 29, 2007 Why did you have to go? One day after another You are on my mind Everyday and every night I wish that you were mine Holidays are here. And i cant believe im saying this, but i hate it. ): I dunno why. I will rot at home everyday and do nothing. absolutely nothing. -.- And triaining is ever monwedfri 10-1230. Tell you can die mannnn. So went training today, although im still sick. So half way randori, i felt like vomitting. And again, STUPID INDIAN FOOD. _l_ So dearrr liling told sulaiman and i could restt.:D Ayyee people didnt tell me during randori ?? whyyye. i totally screwed up up there okayyy. Okay whatever. KFC-ed after. Ate lemon for my stomachh:D:D YEAHSS. Then ty nadira and me went down to find the honeyhoney thingy. Its called malt candy larrrr. Had funnn:D I missed eating it luhh, the last time i ate it was like, when i was five. :/ And after 1 hour of eating, i feel sick, now. dammit. Will post pics of that digusting goo ltr.(: im so lazy. wheee.~ OHOH HAPPY {belated} BIRTHDAY KATKATKATTYYY! :D It was ystrday, sorry. I miss you like crazycrazy ): i wna go back to marymount and spend the wholleee day in 6a.. ): & btwayyy, is xxxxonlygirlsxxxx@htmal.com adds you, dont accept. He wants to go around and fck girls. KTHNXBYE. Damn ACE. -.- so hard luhhh. Okay maybe i was wrong, THIS is the last time i saw you. Really, no more. Please stayyy. im begging you. Saturday, October 27, 2007 Dont leave me Okay, last day of schoool,hhmmm what did i do..? Class cleaning, cleaned th science class again, and yeah, we had to clean off my vandalism..): It was sooo special to me cannn. damnn. So we call th washing soap thingy mustard. Hahahahaa, i also dunno why. So noob guy went to put th bottle on th table (while it wasnt steady yet) so i went near it and it fell. -.- and eveything splattered on my skirt.. SMARRTTTT! So i went to th toilet and it was goddamn hard to wash of since its already soap. -.- Went to the hall after that. And by then i was sweating like hell already. Played with th colourful cube thingy which makes you use a hell lot of your IQ, and i didnt manage to solve it. dsgkuhrgkwrslg. Then had th award ceremony fr IVBPS. Hahahaa. BE RESPONSIBLE! :D Then training, my stomach was being a bitch again, so i didnt train. I felt like vomitting, but at th same time, i was happy:D Thanks man. Went opp, and again, YEAHS:D so. so. close. hahahaa. Then went home cause it was getting kindda late. Soooo, it was a nice day and all but its still not enough for TWOMONTHSS! Kayy? Bye. Miss me. [Thanks sab fr th advise, BOYSARESTEWPID!] Thursday, October 25, 2007 Thats two photos Misterrr Bck to th emo season again. ): Srry to those who got affected. Its not my results, if some are wondering. My results are fine, got promoted to 2e1. :D Whyyy? Why must it be another one mann. HERE. I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be "So baby I will wait for you Cause I don’t know what else I can do Don’t tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I find it just ain’t true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you" Yes, it was th last day of sch and it was good. Not as good as last year's & all. But it was also very sad, cause of yknowwho. And it'll be sosoo long after i see you again. 2 months, infact. So this last day was spent great;D But its still not equal to the 2 months. ): Thanks, i was happy today. You made my day. Thanks fr th company:D BUTSTILLNOTEQUALTOTHE2MONTHSSSS>.< But you still cheated me. But its still hard to believe, after today, that you did all those thingss. I myself is surprised. Bye. This'll be th last time. P.S: I LOVE 1E1 NO MATTER WHAT OR WHO GETS KICKED OUT. 1E1 IS TH BEST AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE. (: Ohohh, And i dont think that th talk by mrs choi wad boring, it was inspiring:D Heheee, the extreme makeover. :D:D iloveyou. XXX Wednesday, October 24, 2007 Its all about th indians:D Tuesday; Cultural Exchange thingywingy:D FIrst stop was Tim Sum (Ya i know they spelt it wrong) and th food was not toooo good but th best compared to the rest. :/ Siew Mai = :D Got thirsty so went to next door to buy MR BEANN:D Ice blended tau hui with pearls. Then it was off to little india. Goddamn teachers didnt know how to find th place so we spent like, 30 mins walking throuhg th WHOLE OF LITTLE INDIA. -.- Try that. I survived:D It was so smelly and all, plus that little spice shop. omg. Finally found th goddamn place. Yayyy. Watched them cooked th potato thingy:/ We had a pweety hard time understanding wad th teacher said. Cause she pronounced almost everything with a 'V' vaitvaitvait:D Then went upstairs to eat it. AND IT SUCKED. ALOT. I drank alot of th water cause i was thirsty but i found out today that there were crokoaches there. -.- And now i have fcking food poisoning cause i drank that or sumthin. Stupid stomach. We suppose to reach sch at 115 but instead we reached th last stop at 2! WTH. So we just tapaoo:D Didnt get a chance to eat it. Anw i was full. Wednesday; Morrningggg! Videos, of 1e4 ppl acting. Andrew did a greaat job:D Brroooo! Then it was th sec 3s. Hahhaaa damn funny la! Indian guy was complaining abt ppl being racis, then when an indian guy crosses a zebra crossing; Now you see me, now you dont. Now you see me, now you dont:D Bahahahaa. Sec 1 leadershipp prog! We were sososoo lucky man. We had aircon, and a verryyy handsome coach with looked like JJ:D YEAHH. Quite fun la. Trainingg! Was in WeiChiang's grp, and yes, he makes a good mentor:D weell, maybe better than th rest:D Omg yknowww this is such a long post. Wooh, im so proud. Looks like a compo yeahyeahhh?:D Ohoh & people, never eat dosai. NEVERR. Its sour, and gives you diarohhea and stomach problems. No offence. Zaijiann. XXXX So is it true? Please dont. Monday, October 22, 2007 Staring out at the rain, with a heavy heart. Damn, my life sucks. Ive been rotting at home since i woke up and has been on th com fr th past 7 hrs. -.-ll Having those 1e1 convers again. It practically went dead (not really) after jing chie and gm left.:/ Hahahaa gm was so funny tdy. Yknoww vandalism never felt so goood:D Ohoh and did i say that fitness corner is da best place to mugg:B It looks like a heart rightt?? Tzeyan says it looks like Singapore. -.-ll Sabby's. Ahh. im really gna miss that place kayy.): FITNESS CORNER = LOVEE. Even though nothing special happened to me there. :P yet. Sunday, October 21, 2007 5 minutes to midnight Heyy there. Its 5 minutes to midnight. Srsly. :D And i spent so much time with this stupid skin which in fact seems not so nice afterall. Th space is so blank THERE>>>>>>>>>>>>> Nono, after th profile. Its like ONE BIG SLAP OF WHITE EMPITNESS. Okay whatthehell am i talking about. *slaps self* I have no school tmrrr:D YAYY. Yknow why? Cause i rock. Hehee. No la its some kind of promotion day thing fr teachers to disgust (discuss) abt whether we get promoted to sec 2 and stuff like that. a day when i can stay home and slack all day:D fullstoopp! Byebyeee. im faster gna post this so this post will be fr today's. Wow i typed all that^^^^^^ in 2 minutes :O See, i told you i rock. (not) P.S: I am srsly fcking excited fr class chaletttt:D *runs around in circles* My mum says i can go. And if i get too scared in th night, she'll come and pick me up:D AWWW. Currently adddicted Savin' Me by Nickelback:D Yes, 11 days to go:D Saturday, October 20, 2007 quizquiz RULES: - Put Your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle -For each question, press the next button to get your answer. -YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS -Put any comments in brackets after the song name 1. If someone says "is this okay?" you say: Beacuse You Live [ Err. ] 2. What do you like in a guy/girl? Yong Qi [ I agreee] 3. How do you feel today? Hot [ Bahahahaa] 4. What is your life's purpose? Lei [ Oh nooo] 5. What is your motto? Big Girls Dont Cry [ OMG Yayyyy:D ] 6. What do your friends think of you? Innocence 7. What do you think of your parents? Give It To Me [ Huh. ] 8. What do you think about very often? Savin' Me [ Right. I think of saving me. -.-] 9. What is 2 + 2? Too Little Too Late [ Hmm, too little, so im guessing 3? :D ] 10. What do you think of your best friend? Beatiful Girls Reply [ Heh. ] 11. What do you think of the person you like? Keep Holding On [ Omg soo true cann. Th table;D ] 12. What is your life story? Beautiful Girls [ Eww. ] 13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Qing Tian [ ?!?!] 14. What do you think of when you see the person you like? So Sad [ HAHAHAHAA. NOT TRUE LARR. ] 15. What will you dance to at your wedding? Jian Dan Ai [ Omg so romantic. (: ] 16. What will they play at your funeral? Mu Nai Yi [ Hahahahaaa. I'll be barried as a mummy then. :D ] 17. What is your hobby/interest? Runaway. [ I havent did that yet though:/ ] 18. What is your biggest fear? Glamorous [Ahhhh hahahaa NOOOOO. ): ] 19. What is your biggest secret? Wo Ke Yi [ Hahahaa that my secret?? ] 20. What do you think of your friends? Thanks Fr Th Mmrs [ Heh. ] Omg hahahahaa. That was so fun. And true. And sad. Hahahaa my biggest fear is being glamorous. ): NOOO. Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you But i dont want to I just gotta say it all before i go Juat so you know Friday, October 19, 2007 The food is PRECIOUSS. Hmm. Okay. So, my life. We checked th mark sheets for sa2 and all that in th morning. And doubleyou tee eff i failed history. -.-ll By 3 frickin marks again. Always okay. ALWAYSSS. okay whatever. "Peiying: walao i failed 3 subjects lehh. Me: Oh okay. Peiying: Ayee. You not supposed to say that.. Me: Oh okay, er you will do better next time. Peiying: Oieee. You like dont mean it one." ?!?!?!! -.-llll Heh. recess, yeahyeah;D Then we had to go to this health zone thingy, which was.. not very fun. :/ We learnt about health, how can that be fun. Then was training. Omg th worst of like th whole year. It was so tough man. Seriously. I didnt have any mood to talk when i reached home. So im sooper tired now. Hahahaa. Lets go try th op:D A random bulletin frm friendster: 0..... Ugly. 1..... Single. 2..... Heartbroken. 3..... Single and loving it. 4..... Want to tell someone you likethem. 5..... Crushing. 6..... Like someone you can never haveprobably. 7..... eaten animal crackers for dinner 8..... Taken by the best girl/boy ever. 9..... Missing her. 10..... Missing him. 11... Single but my heart is taken. 12....Like over 4 girls/guys. 13... Sick of getting hurt. 14... its watever1 5... Confused. 16... Still love your ex. 17... Talkin to someone. 18... afraid to say i love you 19... I am just a power ranger. 20... Slightly mad at the opposite sex. 21... I'm a fighter 22... Just don't know what to do. 23...Like someone dat likes u back but not going out 24... You sometimes think that your a jedi in training 25..... you faught a koala and lost Hmm So i guess im number 23:D or maybe 25 too:D yeahyeah. Dont ask. BYE. The food is PRECIOUSSS. Ahahaaa. Thursday, October 18, 2007 When i needed you th most.. And i dont know how to be fine when im not; Cause i dont know how to make the feeling stop Yknow i really feel so damn fcked up right now. These few days have been so against me. Th worst days of my life. seriously. So many problems, i dont know how to solve. And results, yeah fck that. Arghh. I hate my life soo much dammit. At times like this, when i need you to cheer me up the most, i dont want to see, you. Go away. Ohh, and im eating a sausage now:D Monday, October 15, 2007 fcking false hope Hellloooo:] Im feeling better now. Gah, who am i kidding. I feel awfulll. Went to eat breakfast with family at j8 this mornin. Made me feel a wee bit better :D yay. Nicenicee song. Good for emo-ing:D So crazy over mi lu bing songs these days. Ohwell, theyre goood. Its raining, oh baby its raining. & mummy rang me up to check up on me and ask me whether im scared of th rain:D Youre online, but i refuse to talk to you. & Once again, ihateyou. I dont want to go back to school now and see youuuuu! :P bye. Cravings: Chrysantemum tea:D Sunday, October 14, 2007 All of a sudden i lost my faith in you. Just when i m having a hell lot of fun, this came up and made me fcking pissed. Why did you have to mannn. Yknow how sad am i all because of yoouuu. I really thought that what everyone said was true, but NOOOO. Its not. Congrats, you have officially made me th most miserable girl in th WHOLE OF SINGAPORE. Blasting the goddamn itunes. Arghh. I hatehatehatee my life right now. Thank you sooo muchh. _l_ I really really need a hug right now. You fcking gave me so much false hope alrightie? Saturday, October 13, 2007 They just go good together. -Me and family walking at bishan mrt station with alot of stupid people wanting to survey us.- Bro: Walao this people damn wad leh. If you dont answer them they will bug you until you do. Mum: Yknow if they do that i will just say"Are you trying to harrest me?" Me: Hahahaa Mum: If worst comes to worst, i will just say"FUCK OFF!" Me: :O Mum: Oopss. Sorry did i just burp? Bahahaaa. Gooood times:D I rotted at home yet again. And my bro and father has gone out fr dinner and tapao fr me cause im being a pig and not wanting to go out. :P So today was Hari Raya, as i said in the earlier post. And theres lots and lots of teevee programmes including th miss teen and my bro, of course, snatched the remote frm me to watch hot blonde bimbos. No offence. I miss skoolll. ): Shutup im not wierd. Exams are over and we should be celebrating with our frenssss. Random: Whatever and lemon goes greaatt together;D You should try it. Really dammn good. Hahahaa. (: byeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Talk to me will yaa? Please. Selamat hari raya(: Selamat Hari Rayaaa:D Yayy. Thanks to th muslims we have a dayoff:) Okayy. So er ya. er.er.er. I dunno wad to say laarrr. Imma post some things tht i took er like during mugging. i was fckin hyper. Omg so random. xD "Prepared painstakingly but joyfully by the humanities department." I dunno why but i find this funny. :D Its banana high chew :O I got alotalot more but i think its enough ba. Okay. one more. (: Cause im oh-so-kind. not. Judokas are richhh people:D We are selling second hand handphones. BYE FOR NOW. idontcare.ILOVEMYLIFE.Iwontletyouruinit:D imissmybaby. ): ♥ Thursday, October 11, 2007 nfo RAWR. Im backk:D miss meeee..? Exams were reall bad. ): Surprisingly i survived. :/ God i have soo many photos. REALLY. alot. Hee. im lazy toooo. Yesterday rocked socks.:D Went to macs to eat breakfast after th science paper with some seniors.xD Was sooper high one th bus. (: OHOH. New record of reaching home: 1130(: RAWRR. Eeee.. I cant fucking wait fr th class chalett:D WHEEE *runs around in circles* Okay ppl, will blog abt my life some time later. Dont bother reading. Cause if you do, it just tells me youre desperate and want MY life. Everything lar. Every fucking thing. Stop it la okay. I feel like a clone, except that i dont like what im doing. I hope you feel bad okayy, cause if you dont, youre not human. Yknow i dont feel like having a blog anymore, its no point having one exactly the same. Its just.. not nice. You do better than me and people respect you and not me. WTF la. You are me and i am you. Just that i dont want to be you. But you want to be me reaall badly huh. Get out of my life la. please. My life is so ruined because of you. Originality man. Get it right. For now, dont give a damn abt that kthnxbye. 3 lanes apart, yet it seemed so far. ):
Cus im leavin, Never coming back again.