Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile Suan,(♥s동방+슈주+2PM+FT). 22091994:) Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter Archives June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, August 30, 2007 Locked Out. BAD DAY. Seriously. I dont want it to get any worse okay. Maths. MS POU IS LEAVING. Greaattt way to start the day yeah? Now we have to go back to Mrs. Seah's constant nagging. We listened to music in class, she didnt mind. Cause we were all doing work. Shes soo amazing, she just say "___sit down" And that person will. NO teacher can do that okayy. So she gave us lollipops and some homemade clip:D Okay stop praising. :D English. Did filing. Boring. :/ Recess. Ate fries. Cant stop smiling (: Happy time there. Science. Learn new chapterrrr... EW. CCA. Played a new game call Tchook ball (if thats how you spell it) Its so cool luh. You score by bouncing it with a Springy thingy. :/ But it has so many rules dammit. When we didnt even score we will cheer. -.-ll The game made me so pissed. Really felt like giving that person TWO TEN TIGHT SLAPS. Bloody ass. Before left school had an embarrassing moment. :X On the bus had another embarrassing momentt..): Walao i dropped my card on the steps and i was asking chern ern to help me pick up but instead a shuai ge go help me. WALAO SIBEI PAISEH CANN?!): Went to prime and ate peng guei. So long never eat alrdy! Went home AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY FREAKING KEY. So i was locked out. -.-ll I went to take a walk around the neighbourhood and it has been such a long timee. Did all my teachers day greeting cards on the bench outside and i was sweating like hell. Ah mah finally came home and saved me:D DAMN I HATE TODAY. Cant get any worse. Im home sweet home. :D Shit, we have to run 3 point sumthin km tomorrow for stupid teachers day. Its not fair. Its teachers day and we suffer. Youth day teachers must suffer:D mwuahahahaa. CLASS TEE TOMORROW! AM CEE ASS TOMORROW! Omg yay. My day is getting better.:D Music: High School Never Ends- Bowling For Soup Soo many people getting sick. GET WELL SOON BABIESS! Yao zhao gu zhi ji worrrr.. Tuesday, August 28, 2007 Love Is In The Air. I winner never quits A quitter never wins. I dunno whats up with me and paints lately:D YOU SEEEE..!! Woots. Painting is funn. We have to save the paint okayy. If not we will be homeless and begging on the street for people's loose change. -.-ll Yeah whatever. What crap. Physical Education was freakingly fun. We played basketball and so it rained halfway. We kept on dragging and dragging until we.were.all.soaked. Teacher didnt care, cause he wanted to play too:D Came back feeling cold, sweaty, wet. Dried up during art where we painted!:D Was all better during science and i didnt learn anything. The only thing i learnt was that i have a test tomorrow. OMG WE HAVE A TEST TOMORROW. -gaspppp- Didnt bring geog file, teacher didnt know. Did stupid stuffs for english. Played game for chinese. Only got one point. ): Lunched at j8 with tze yan again cause SOMEONE owed her a mac meal. ZILIAANNNNNN!!!!! Good luck for test tmr guyss:D All the best. Music: Thanks For The Memories- FOB Yes, I know. NIGEL <3 PEIYING FOREVER AND EVERRRRR. :D :D Love is in the air man. Friday, August 24, 2007 Its Back To Square One. I just wanna scream and lose control Throw my hands up and let it go Forget about everything and run away, yeah I just wanna fall and lose myself Laughing so hard it hurts like hell Forget about everything and run away, yeah Sorry for the avril lavigne songs. Its just that her songs really explain what im feeling right now. And yes, i feel like running away(not really). But im feeling really really awful right now. Because of something, someone, another someone, some news. Really very awful. I hate this feeling. I used to have it last time. But then i got over it, then now its back again. Why ah. Why my friends. Other people cannot ah?? And it has to be me suffering. Why mee??? Argh. Its alll back to square one again. -.-ll I feel emo again. I have no mood again. I wont be cheerful again. And to make me more mad, my results are out. sdgiousrgjgr. Fuckshit lah. Seriously damn bad day. Failed one subject. By 3 fricking marks. Again. -.-lll I want to screamm. But unfortunately cant. I need a bigg hug from loads and loads of people. But i cant. Maybe sleeping would help:/ Goodnight. Where are you when i needed you the most? Why my friendss?? WHYYYYYYYY.?? Xxx. Thursday, August 23, 2007 I.HEART.CORN Omg seriously took lots and lots of pics today:D First peroid was maths so did number patterns. It was so fun i tell youu. Me and tiffany played with Sa Gon's korean-english dictionary thing and looked wad happened when i type in "f.u" by accident: Aint my fault. It was accident. Stop calling me vulgar you retards.Sat with tiffany again wayyyy at the back of the class for english. Had to do this planning thingy for a compo and she did it at home so i just had to copy xD Shes so cute..! BE JEALOUS BENNY! xD So i took like 5 mins copying her work and had nothing to do for the next half hour -.-lll Next was recess, someone returned me $2 so i did this:D Out of boredom. CCA period played with BALLS. It was such a round two hours. First we played this throwing ball game in the AVA room, then we played basketball, then floorball. Then we saw this ball-shaped rainbow. Hahaha hornehh. But it was so cool luh. Its just one whole circle with the sun in the middle. xD Once in a life timee! The sun was so damn shining that tears came out of my eyes when i was talking this photo. :0 So had to play under the HOTHOTHOT sun and came back like a chilli padi. :) Sat with judokas for drinks then had to go for cheena. ): Watched the remaining of kungfu hustle and it was such a funny movie i tell you. There was a part when the "hero" flew up into the sky and the clouds formed a buddha. Then the lame boys started singing" I see your true colours shinig through.." LOL. Lunched at j8 with tze yanny at macs. The C boys were there too but think they go there do some boys stuff that girls should not know about. ;D Ate CORNN! Man i love corn:D Melt butter, MELLTT into the goodness of corn! Bought her her pressie that was a matching watch. Now we have to same bag and watch:D YAY. Well im done. Goodnight, sleep tight:) Its raining now, how lovely. P.S: Im crazy over corn, really. Music: Mu Nai Yi- Lin Jun Jie I Love You, forever and ever. xxx Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Dum fuk:D "It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZE YANN! :D Thanks a million girl. For always being there for me when i have a problem:) And also and oh so good training partner:) So sorry for the present! Will get it asap kay? SORRY. AND MY BIRTHDAY IS IN A MONTHH! Hah. Hope it wont be like last year, staying all alone in my house): I want something to happen. (: SOMETHING GOOOODDD! Nothing happpened today. Nothing. Was boring fullstopppp! Click for larger version. (lah) You really have to read it out or it'll just be a bunch of crap. Buaii bUaiies ba0beiiXxzsexx.. ( Omg theres the word "sex" there. LOL.) Music: Give It To Me- Timbaland; Nelly Furtado, Justin Timberlake COME ONLINEEE! :D Tuesday, August 21, 2007 Make a baby in just five minutes. HEY HO! Sorry for late post. SUNDAY; I was soo desperate to go out that day ok. Seriously. I was so sick of rotting at home every weekemd and i deserve to go out after common test. But god doesnt want me to. Every freaking person was busy and couldnt make it and so yeah. ROT AND ROT AND ROT. Well not really. Went out with family to eat at Billy Bomberss~~! Man i love that place. & For the love of CHEESE FRIESS! <33> MONDAY; Only exciting thing that happened was I cut my hand with the saw thingy during DNT:D Oh, the pain. Iloveit. OHTUESDAY; PE the first period again. Was too lazy so skipped it:X So just sit down and watch people play badminton and soccer. Damn i was so jealous of the soccer people.:/ They asked me to join but it was all boys and all the girls hated soccer so yeah. Got body contact summore. HAIYAHHH. Four pathetic boys playing soccer:D And the score was like 11-1. LOL. MR TAN CHEE BENG was as horny as ever. TCB: 5 more mintues class. Some guy: 5 minutes can do alot of thing leh. TCB: Ya lor. Make a baby. Haha. Sick ass. Then after that was art, messy messy. Paint all over. And for the 8756453786th time, recess was so boring. Didnt know where to sit and stuff. SCIENCE! Got back common test papers and i must say I am very happy with my marks:D Although didnt improve:/ Still passed. GEOG! Thought was getting back papers so i got all excitied and all but actually didnt. ): SAT ALONE:D And enjoyed every minute of it. ENGLISH! Was shit. CHINESE! Did compo and talked about ghost:) SUCH A WORDY POST! :D OH WELL. BUAI! Labels: A paper and a pen.<br> Music: Wu liao- Lin Jun Jie Friday, August 17, 2007 That stupid peice of paper. OMG PEOPLE. Its now 2 and im home! (: YAYNESS. I know its after common test and i should be out having a hell lot of fun but there are my reasons: 1. Theres no where to go and no one to go with. 2. Have no fucking mood. 3. Wanted to go home early for once. Being home soo early reminds me of primary school:/ I'll rush home and eat lunch with the tv on. (: Now, training ends at 6 and i go reach home at 7. Of if theres no training i have to go tuition until 6. ARGH. LIFE SUCKS. Time for my daily doze of entertainment.:D I didnt know my cam was so clear. :D The letters were there for a reason. (: It kindda looks like a heart shape..? nahh. My very disruptive class with CNY decration still there. Found at exam CR. I still dont get it though.:/ TOODLES! <3 Labels: I cant depend on friends anymore, just MYSELF. Music: Wo Ke Yi- Evan Ho Thursday, August 16, 2007 Ping like siao. 1 MORE DAY OF COMMON TEST! IT ENDS TOMORROW. TOMORROW. TOMORROW. TOMORROW. TOMORROW. Ping like siao. Dont eat, dont sleep. Mug and mug and mug. Tomorrow is science and history; my worst subjects. And i havent even started revising. Okay i shall go mug now. Im gonna stop now. Okay now. GOOD LUCKK. Labels: Try to concentrate. Wo bu xiang. Wo bu xiang. Wo bu xiang. Sunday, August 12, 2007 If you like it like that. Thank you. I was having such a happy weekend and you had to go and ruin it. Luckily its the last day of the weekend. I was looking forward to go to school all week cause i missed everyone. But after this, i dont. I dont wanna see your face.You broke your promise, you said you would tell me. But you didnt even reply. Again, im not happy anymore. That feeling came back. I wont be happy and smiling tomorrow in school. Only if someone cheers me up. But then again, its not the time to think about things like that. Common test is in 3 DAYS and i really have to brush up on my work. Wo bu xiang le. Labels: I wont believe in promises anymore. WO YAO QU SHA REN. Good luck for common test:D Thursday, August 9, 2007 Happy Birthday, Singapore. Happy National Day:D Man, i love Singapore. I'll never ever wanna leave. Phrenz carnival was :/ Went around trying out stuff and had chops on hand then can exchange for stupid pen. Went to sulaiman's booth to whack people:) Damn fun lor. Just take stick and whack people. Also not pain one. If it were a cca i'll join it for suree:D Indoor rolling got first so had one extra medal and Benny wanted to give it to tiffany:) soo sweet can. 1e1 pwnnsssss!:D After that went to novena with jing xun & co to make class tee. Not really happy with the front, the uncle was so irritating la. Look like koh kar meng. hahaha. Browsing through xanga pics now and omgomgomg this is fucking cute luhhh..! AAwwwwwww..(: Wanna go watch parade. BYES. Music: U+Ur Hand-P!nk Labels: Goodbyes really are forever. Tuesday, August 7, 2007 Not the usual. EHHH..! IM STILL WAITING FOR THAT NOT SO ORDINARY THING THAT IS GOING TO HAPPENNN TODAYY! I seriously had a feeling that something's gonna happen lor. Maybe tomorrow:D Something that will make me smile all day long:) 1e1 phrenz carnival update! Floorball- 1st Netball- 1st Basketball- 3rd (ithink) Soccer- 0 Not even one goal in lah. All got to do with balls one-.-ll I hate balls. I got no mood to blog. I want something exciting in my life. Its so boring. PLEASE LET IT HAPPEN. Labels: Closer. Closer. Monday, August 6, 2007 Its fated. HELLO PEOPLE. :D PHOTO TAKING TODAY! :D I always liked this day until today. The location was good i must say. It was like in the middle of central staircase and we all had to look up. What i hated: -Teacher checked our tie until soo zun must button last button, must tighten until top. -.-llll PLEASE LAH. Like anoyone will go and purposely see. -Beacause of that, i had to be held back and gana stand with all the boys. Lucky i manage to squeeze through and stand with reasonable people:D -Informal pic: All the classes just finished so could see us stupidly smiling to the patethic camera. OHOH AND on the third count when pic gonna be taken Ms Lin, who was standing next to me, stretched out her hand and put a peace sign-.-ll And it bloody blocked my face man. Okay stop complaining suan*slaps self* PHRENZ CARNIVAL!<3 Gana flip point cards for floor ball. And our class won man:D Basketball got 3rd place i think. Watching css2. ITS MARCUS'S BIRTHDAY(: Banjamin's performance was good. SHAWN IS SO CUTE! XD Labels: Dont be paiseh la. Saturday, August 4, 2007 Siloso Beach(: I LOVE UNICORNS! ;D Hah. okay. grow up suan. School was weird. Or rather irritating. Every morning we have to get up soo early just to stuff ourselves with books. And most of the time we get caught up with Physical Exercises. DAMNN. Okay stop complaining. TRAINING! I tell you, 87543245678965 vulgarities came out of my mouth 563212154653 times. Fucking pissed lah. Okay anyway, played that 1212 sort of competition thingy again. One of the boys group was Singapore then the other followed Malaysia and so we were Japan(: Played with Joan and HuiHui and lost to both of them. jhgasuhgif. -Random pics i took during history cause i was so damn bored and Tan Wei Na didnt notice:X The rest all sucked so i wouldnt bother. -We didnt have ACE that afternoon so went to cr33 to check papers. 21/25 yo! :D YAYNESS. BYE PEOPLE. Im aching all over even though we didnt do much yesterday:/ Music: One Of Those Girls-Avril Lavigne Labels: When I FALL, I stand up and pretend nothing happened. ;D Thursday, August 2, 2007 i hate you. RANDOM: Life aint no fairytale and wont have a happy ending. WEDNESDAY; Classes were boring, as usual. We learnt sumthing new during maths. Forgot wad it was though:/Sumthing that had to do with percentage:D damn chim sia. ASSEMBLY; It was cancelled fo some reason so had to go to form teacher's homeroom so yeah:/ Went to the hall instead and played blow wind blow -.-ll HAD NO FREAKING MOOD LAH. Then one time ning said" blow all those who have pubic hair" then some horny guys stood up.LAWLL. then he got punishment. TRAINING;SQUATS;IHATEYOU. TODAY; i.lost.my.bloody.wallettt!! in the bus. The rest of the day was stupid. goodnight. PEACEE! ;D Listening to: Glamorous by Fergie Labels: Stop it or I'll go crazy. really.
Cus im leavin, Never coming back again.